
18.7.04
it's ironic how two friends can be so close and yet they cant confide in one another. or rather, you just wont confide in me. i know it's emotionally hard on you. ive read of so many instances that you've been feeling down and when you never allowed yourself to talk to me about anything. it strikes a chord, if you dont realise it. i want to be there for you, but you're constantly blowing up the bridge that im trying to construct between both our worlds. i just dont know what to do. i dont know what's right and what's wrong.
gf was right. damn. now i feel such an asshole.
what the fuck.
den* stepped on your garbage at